The Closure
Released: October 2018
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- Monochrome
- Face to Face
- In Fear of 45
- E.V.P.
- I am Dust
- So Sweet
- When the Clock Stops
This Way or No Way
Released: November 2016
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- This Way or No Way
This Way or No Way
XClose the door before you leave
Blow the candle we need to leave
Take your time walk with us free
This Way Or No Way,
This Way Or No Way,
This Way Or No Way
I lost my mind I lost control
I lost my body I lost my soul
so disjointed no longer whole
This Way Or No Way, This Way Or No Way
Take me lead me take my hand
open the door to our homeland
This Way Or No Way, This Way Or No Way - The Calling
The Calling
XRaise your arms raise your arms
raise your head no mercy no harm
i heard you call i heard you call
from afar from from so far from so far
Can't they see why can they see
i'm moving so slow some wishes bestowed
i heard you call i heard you call
from afar from so far
Walking so fast stop walking so fast
wait for your sign to questions to ask
open your eyes open your eyes
open your heart open your skies - Imaginary Me
Imaginary Me
XImagine no pain prey on the slain
imagine no pain sucking on vein
fateful embrace dance in my space
fateful embrace look to erase
Won't you walk with me want your flesh pale and cold
walk the night never growing old
Imaginary free Imaginary me
Imaginary free loving blood sprays
Imaginary free loving blood sprays
Won't you walk with me want your flesh pale and cold
walk the night never growing old
Imagine no pain prey on the slain
imagine no pain sucking on vein - Whitelight
Whitelight
XPlease sit down i've something to tell you
but you're not gonna like it or maybe you'll like it
So please sit down iv'e something to show you
know that I'm here to release you
Maybe you'll fear it or maybe not fear it
Walk within Whitelight Walk within Whitelight Whitelight Whitelight
In your dreams i so tried to tell you
you so didn't like it or maybe you liked it
Walk within Whitelight Walk within Whitelight Walk within Whitelight
Whitelight Whitelight Whitelight
Please sit down iv'e something to tell you
but your'e not gonna like it or maybe you'll like it
So please sit down iv'e something to show you
iv'e something to show you - At the Top of the Stairs
At the Top of the Stairs
XIn my room at the top of the stairs in my room it's lonely
i'm four years old as night time falls oh it's cold now
i close my eyes the whispers appear seems they're getting close now
can't understand the cold expands there's no one beside me anyhow
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it speaks coldly
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it's so lonely
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it speaks coldly so coldly
I knew you were there at the top of the stairs
though face to face could't see you
i close my eyes and i hear you
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it speaks coldly
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it's so lonely
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it speaks coldly
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it's so lonely
In my room at the top of the stairs in my room it speaks coldly so coldly - The Summerland
The Summerland
XI Only know that i feel i've gone
I only know that i was there once
I'm seeing light and it's leading me
a starlight but it's not mourning me
Don't you know i can see you
Don't you know i can't touch you
don't you know
I Only know that i feel i've gone
I only know that i was there once
I'm seeing light and it's leading me
a starlight but it's not mourning me
Don't you know i can see you
Don't you know i can't touch you
don't you know i still love you i love you
Don't you know Don't you know
Don't you know Don't you know
Don't you know - Squeakie
Squeakie
XWhen i'm lonely i think of you
and when i'm lonely i need you
and when you hold me it feels so good
and do you need me like i need you
do you ever miss me too
do you ever need someone to hold on to
and when you hold me it feels so good
and do you ever need me like i need you
when i'm lonely i think of you
when i'm lonely i need you
when you hold me it feels so good
so good - Don't Pray for me
Don't Pray for me
XFeels like a dream state looking down at my fate my life
see them all everyone looking down see it's gone my time
Don't you pray for me but please wait for me
Don't you pray for me but please wait for me
don't you pray please wait
Where are you just like the truth your'e spinning round and round my head
thinking bout hanging out but your'e down there and i'm up here instead
Don't you pray for me but please wait for me
Don't you pray for me but please wait for me
Don't you pray for me but please wait for me
don't you pray please wait
Silence Plays to No One
Released: November 2015
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- Live Your Life
Live Your Life
XCould you ever be could you ever be free
would you like to be would you like to be me
could you ever turn could you ever turn away
would you ever burn your eternal flame
Live your life live your life
Don't you ever stay don't you ever stay away
would you kneel to pray would you like some more pain
don't you ever learn don't you ever learn from
would you pray for them turn away and then run
Live your life live your life
In a darkened in a dark and cold way
with emotion all the flowers placed
stand above me even though I'm gone
stare down at me now it seems so wrong
Live your life live your life
Live your life
Could you ever go could you ever go wrong
would you ever wait ever wait too long
could you hold out could you hold on tight
would you shout out would you wake at night - Nothing Days
Nothing Days
XHate blind tasting hate
takes different roads away
stained flowers placed and laid
the first hidden reason the thirst for desire
the last thing you wanted and highs taken higher
to move without question to leave without asking
the last hidden reason it's all for desire
your last hidden reason it's all for desire
it's all in a dream it's all in a dream it;s all in a dream
once different memories fade
away different fates await
crowds move as one too slow
down as far as they can go
hate blind tasting hate
takes different roads away
the first hidden reason the thirst for desire
the last thing you wanted and highs taken higher
to move without question to leave without asking
the last hidden reason it's all for desire
your last hidden reason it's all for desire
it's all in a dream it's all in a dream it's all in your dream
take movements away
make effortless the strain
walls painted blue and grey
portrayed icey cool so brave
numbed empty feeling numb
run break from walk to run - Here With Me Now
Here With Me Now
XWhen the light goes where the sweetest laid and I think of you and I picture you
when I’m lonely when I feel you I want you god I’m needing you
when the musics low when I’m touching you I feel you I feel you
and I’m touching you I can see your eyes I can see your smile
Here with me now, here with me now,here with me now
When the light goes where the sweetest laid I think of you I picture you
when I’m lonely when I feel you I want you god I need you
when the musics low when I’m touching you
I feel you I feel you I want you I want you
here with me now here with me now - Silence Plays to No One
Silence Plays to No One
XDistant shadows herald morning nightmares fade and daylights dawning
discarded covers fall around me I'm falling
I'm fading I'm falling I'm fading
I'm fading I'm falling I'm fading
I'm falling I'm fading still I keep on falling
I can't remember inside outside or walking back to troubled tracks
no going back never going back
I'm fading I'm falling I'm fading
I'm fading I'm falling I'm fading
I'm falling I'm fading still I keep on falling
I just remember walking talking to no one stay silent with no one
The silence plays to no one
I'm fading I'm falling I'm fading
I'm fading I'm falling I'm fading
I'm falling I'm fading still I keep on falling - Losing All Sensation
Losing All Sensation
XFeel the trepidation losing all sensation
perfect human face imperfect human race
losing all sensation we're losing all sensation
we’re losing all sensation
lose
losing all sensation
losing all sensation
losing all sensation
losing all sensation - The Stones
- The Last Song
The Last Song
XShe couldn't believe how her time had changed so, she'd never have seen her life as a lost soul
every time she'd hope and she'd play to hold on
and every time she knew she'd sing the last song
Girl don't you feel so afraid girl don't you feel so alone
everyone's there and there they'll stay
girl don't you ever feel your'e alone
She held on so tight you could feel her soul, while lying awake at night slowly losing control
no one really knew the pain inside and no one seemed to care with her eyes open wide
Girl don't you feel so afraid girl don't you feel so alone
everyone's there and there they'll stay
girl don't you ever feel your'e alone
She couldn't believe how her time had changed so, she'd never have seen her life as a lost soul
every time she'd hope and she'd play to hold on
and every time she knew she'd sing the last song - Desire and Darkness
Desire and Darkness
XOh no I see him he's the angel of Death,
The pit of my desire the source of my hatred
Across a smoke filled room I catch his stare
I suddenly find I'm at war with myself
The hatred pounding in my head yet that desire screaming in my heart I’m fishing, for pain
As I go to him fall into his arms fill my sweet desire
Oh no I see him he's the angel of Death,
The pit of my desire the source of my hatred
How easily I forget hes only after one thing
and once he gets it he disappears for another few years
each time killing me more
each time killing me more,
each time killing me, more
Berlinesque
Released: August 2014
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- If Only
If Only
XWhen dream states closed all visions shown all fears approached if only
In essence gone away safely children play planning to sustain if only oh if only
Everything’s alright everything’s alright if only
Something’s left inside something’s left inside if only
In readiness we wait into visions range touchingly we fall if only
Christ stood at the corner pointing our way in duty we follow if only oh if only
Everything’s alright everything’s alright if only
Something left inside something left inside if only
Everything’s alright everything’s alright if only, if only, if only
With time comes haste with time comes pain in time your praise if only
With time comes age with time comes rage this time you’ll stay if only oh if only - How do You Feel
How do You Feel
XNo sons of light no sons of light never were sons of light
False selfless pride full of selfless pride
Nothing lives inside nothing felt inside I never heard you’d cried I only heard them cry,cry
How do you feel how do you feel now you walk alone how do you feel how do you feel when you go back home
How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel
When you walk back home, when you walk back home
After lies they leave their victims lie and never breathe words they said begin to plead
No one listened no one believed no one listened no one believed
How do you feel how do you feel now you walk alone how do you feel how do you feel when you go back home
How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel, How do you feel
When you go back home, when you go back home
sons of light sons of light you never were sons of light
False selfless pride full of senseless pride
Nothing lives inside nothing felt inside I never heard you’d cried I only heard them cry - In Shaded Light
In Shaded Light
XI've seen the writing on the wall, of all the people who've walked before,
I've walked the stairwell to the bar, to feel the beats taking off.
I've seen the girls themselves to sell ,without passion looking pale
still the writings on the wall ,I’ve seen the people who've walked before
I looked at you in shaded light ,it's rushing through me a raging tide
i want to take you take you right now ,to taste within you the fucking couch
nothing but nothing could pull me away ,the taste within you the chance to take. - Feel it All Around
Feel it All Around
XI looked into her eyes and i nearly fell to the ground,
i couldn't believe this love i'd found
i looked into her eyes and i never felt this way,
i couldn't believe the movement the grace
i couldn't keep away like a moth goes to the flame,
i couldn't leave till i knew she felt the same
There's her love feel it all around, i feel her love i feel it all around,feel her love i feel it all around there's her love i feel it all around
i looked into her eyes i just had to hold her hand i couldn't wait to hold her driving me mad
i looked into her eyes and went down without a fight i looked into your eyes and just had to see you again
i couldn't break free of the feeling she felt the same
There's her love feel it all around, i feel her love i feel it all around,feel her love i feel it all around there's her love i feel it all around
There's her love feel it all around, i feel her love i feel it all around,feel her love i feel it all around there's her love i feel it all around
There's her love feel it all around, i feel her love i feel it all around,feel her love i feel it all around there's her love i feel it all around - Starlight
- Always
Always
Xstay with me always always
not silent empty bed nothing left unsaid no way no way hey hey
all seeing all knowing saving me from falling always always
life changing chance taking no more mistake making no way no way hey hey
sleep walking like talking voices in me stalking always always
dream state leaves me afraid looking at my fate always always
hold me hold my hand only way to bring me back always always hey hey
dream state leaves me afraid looking at my fate always always
hold me hold my hand only way to bring me back always always always - Can They See
Can They See
XCan they see me the look on my face, can they see me the fear in my eyes
Do they know what I’m going through,
can they see through my disguise and lies
Did they say this is how it is,
did they say don’t call ahead
Don’t you know it’s hard to live
don’t you know what’s unsaid
All the lives I’ve lived through, all the time so terrified,
all the words I’ve listened to,
never stopped to wonder why, I cried I cried
Still I come back again, no matter how hard I’ve tried
Did they say this is how it is,
did they say don’t call ahead
Don’t you know it’s hard to live - Stone Darkness
Stone Darkness
XSome may fear and some may run lost in darkness the fiery sun
stone darkness stone darkness
Move away touching shade avoiding fate to find my place
stone darkness stone darkness
Touchingly close until then we’re told truths moment unravels unfolds
stone darkness stone darkness stone darkness
day’s falter slipping away sacred alter I’m close to afraid
stone darkness stone darkness - Blackouts
Blackouts
XI still remember shadows moved through the darkness,
I still remember hearing the voiceless
Someone called me called me through the blankness,
I still remember
Almost cloaked in shame shaking just the same,
Always in a different place waking head full of pain
I still remember echoes and whispered words,
I still remember the coldness every turn
The blankness feels just like darkness,
I still remember
Almost cloaked in shame shaking just the same
Always in a different place waking head full of pain
I still remember shadows through the darkness,
I still remember hearing the voiceless
Someone called me called me through the blankness,
I still remember I still remember - Eschschloraque
I Walked Among You
Released: June 2013
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- I Walked Among You
I Walked Among You
XSilence is calling silence is calling to me
the answer is dawning slowly it's dawning on me
the pretence is failing only now can you see
that i , i walked among you, i
i walked among you
that i , i walked among you
* guitar solo
Silence is calling silence is calling to me
the answer is dawning slowly it's dawning on me
the pretence is failing only now can you see
that i , i walked among you, i
i walked among you
that i , i walked among you - Hey Pretty Girl
Hey Pretty Girl
XHey pretty girl come on over to me instead take my hand i'll lead you i'll lead you to my bed
i swear to god babe i could look at you every day Dali burlesque mama goddess i pray
just to see your face and feel your warm embrace so come on come on come on come on come on come on
just to kiss your face so come on come on come on come on come on come on
to feel your warm embrace, so come on
Hey pretty girl let me hold you close to my heart and when our time is over we'll go back right to the start
i swear to god babe i could kiss your every pore and when our parties over we'll come back for more
when i kiss your face and then your warm embrace so come on come on come on come on come on come on
just to kiss your face
so come on come on come on come on come on come on - My Numbers Yours
My Numbers Yours
XI see you walking I hear you talking babe I sit here wondering if you gonna look my way
I know if only if only I can find a way to show you whats going on in my mind
Know know know know know know know know know know know know
My numbers yours if you meet me down on the floor
my numbers yours if you come on more more more
My numbers yours if you meet me down on the floor
my numbers yours if you come on more more more
I'm dreaming now I dream as I look at you I’m dreaming now just thinking what I could do
I know if only if only I could find a way to show you whats going round my mind
Know know know know know know know know know know know know
My numbers yours if you meet me down on the floor
my numbers yours if you come on more more more
My numbers yours if you meet me down on the floor
my numbers yours if you come on more more more
My numbers yours if you meet me down on the floor
my numbers yours if you come on more more more
My numbers yours if you meet me down on the floor
my numbers yours if you come on more more more
I Know know know know know know know know know know know know
Know know know know know know know know know know know know
I Know know know know know know know know know know know know
Know know know know know know know know know know know know
I Know know know know know know know know know know know know - Two Minutes
Two Minutes
XI lie awake and look at you , you sleep so still and peace runs through the night until light
don't go away i hope you stay you saved me once again and again
When i'm alone it's like i never know will i be missed if i go, if i go - Mainline
Mainline
XSit back and lay back out of my head, sometimes it feels like I’m better off then
A trip down mainline and away I go, heart beats in time as truths are shown
Just one more time before I go, just one more life away I throw just one more time and then I’ll go, I’ll go
Shout back and fight back and try and keep pace, sometimes it feels like a fuck all race
To not do is to lose like lying low just falling and crawling until finally you know
Just one more time before I go, just one more life away I throw just one more time and then I’ll go, I’ll go
Try and sleep at night but the room won’t slow then I find that mainline and then I’ll know
The passage of time will never go away until this time next time just like yesterday
Just one more time before I go, just one more life away I throw just one more time and then I’ll go, I’ll go - Father
Father
XI guess all your promises got too much to keep do you ever think of me while you’re losing sleep
I think about you all the time and I don’t know why seems you were never there for me didn’t even say goodbye
I thought it’d be one step at a time and then fuck you were gone I guess you thought that was fair
Turn your back on everyone. Ahoy
So where are you now my father where are you now
where are you now my father where are you now
my father
sax solo
I guess all your problems got much too hard to solve I feel like that little child whose never gonna grow old
Did you take one look at me did you never feel proud Just when I need you the most so where are you now?
where are you now my father where are you now
where are you now my father - Radio Roy
Radio Roy
XHe's taking time just strolling down the road,
i make him right he don't need nowhere to go
Radio Roy Radio Roy Man or a boy that's Radio Roy Radio Roy
His songs are playing and his DJ's are talking
and so he's smiling as he's walking on home
Radio Roy Radio Roy Man or a boy that's Radio Roy Radio Roy - When am I Gonna See You Again
When am I Gonna See You Again
XToo many make ups too many break ups in our lives
Too many heartaches too many chances we take
Tell me baby when am I gonna see you again and again
Too much to want you too much to hold you so close
Just thinking about you I think I’m gonna explode
The second I saw you I knew that I want you right away graceful lady I know it sounds crazy please stay
Tell me baby when am I gonna see you again
Swing to the music hypnotized till I’m losing control just looking at you I think I’m gonna explode
Too many make ups too many break ups in our lives
Too many heartaches too many chances we take
Tell me baby when am I gonna see you again and again
Too much to want you too much to hold you so close
Just thinking about you I think I’m gonna explode
Tell me baby when am I gonna see you again
Tell me baby when am I gonna see you again and again - So Close
So Close
XWalk like poetry wait for me walk so late at night no one left to see
only time will tell only time will show is it time to stay or is it time to go
I want to get so high but I can;t when I'm so low
no stories to tell no one left to show not my time to stay its my time to go
I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close
what you want to see what you want to know stay away from ordinary do it all for show
talk like poetry talk it up for me a day in hand to pass living without means
only time will tell only time will show is it time to stay or is it time to go
I want to get so high but I can;t when I'm so low I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close
I want to get so high but I can;t when I'm so low I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close
I want to get so high but I can;t when I'm so low I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close
I want to get so high but I can;t when I'm so low I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close
I want to get so high but I can;t when I'm so low I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close
I want to get so high but I can;t when I'm so low I want to get so high but I cant when I’m so close - Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel
XWhere there’s light just a ray of light, don’t know when to run don’t know when to fight
Laid in fifteen rows their bodies closed , taste their tears that flow as their blood runs cold
I’ve heard the voices call someone take them away I’ve seen where people fall wish I was there that day
Still I’m hearing voices call wish I could stop that day
Don’t take that road I’m taking don’t watch that show they’re faking, Don’t lay so low keep breathing
are they here for me I’ll never know, are they here for you you’ll never know Have they come for them they’ll never know
I think they’ve come for me, I think they’ve come for me, I think they’ve come for me
I’ve heard the voices call wish I could take them away, I’ve seen where people fall wish I was there that day
Still I’m hearing voices call wish I could stop that day - Sane?
Sane?
XBeats gonna move my head help me feel my way
ain't never gonna gonna be lead listen what i say
I'll move if i wanna move you can't make me sane
i go where the sky's are blue and the roads not straight.
Until the Sun Shines
Released: May 2011
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- Until the Sun Shines
Until the Sun Shines
XBefore mistakes are made again for one last time could be the last time won’t be the last time
Who takes the blame who feels no shame it’s not all sunlight
Up to the mountains we will sing need to survive through everything find myself in solitude then find I have nothing to do,
must be a way and there must be a how
if only a whisper if only a shout find yourself in solitude you’ll find you have nothing to lose
When all is said and the wound has bled for one last time could be the last time
Who’ll save the day maybe stay again until the sun shines or it won’t be the sun that shines - Holborn Circus (If I Close My Eyes)
Holborn Circus (If I Close My Eyes)
XI ran along the high street looking for you I passed a thousand people walking until I found you
until I turned the corner then I saw you I paused for just one second can't believe it was true
In my dreams I’ve laid you down
I never could resist you now that I have kissed you
if only this could be what I believe, Destiny
Oh bless me I’ve gotta take my time I feel I’m walking among the blind
I'm scared stiff if I wake up what I might find
In my dreams I’ve laid you down
I never could resist you now that I have kissed you
if only this could be what I believe, My Destiny
If I close my eyes you'll always be there
If I close my eyes you'll always be there
If I close my eyes you'll always be there
If I close my eyes
If I close my eyes you'll always be there
if I close my eyes - Beautiful Boy
Beautiful Boy
XWaited so long then you came ever since that day never been the same oh oh
Beautiful Boy Beautiful Boy
if I had to climb mountains I’d climb tonight if I had to I'd grab you from the other side
Ever since you came our way our world has changed before we were drifting in an empty cage
the world on your shoulders to come your way
so we pray so we pray our beautiful boy our beautiful boy
our beautiful boy our beautiful boy our beautiful boy our beautiful boy our beautiful boy - Sunrise